Everything here is a WORK IN PROGRESS

 

If you’ve noticed already none of these pages are polished products.

It’s because I am literally typing exactly what I’m thinking and then hitting publish.

Everything here is raw, often times unedited and always always to be continued..

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What you’re essentially looking at are my rough drafts.

And if you follow me often enough, you can track my editing and and how I’m writing more in real time.

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Why am I doing this?

Maybe¹Because I’m neurodivergent and this makes perfect sense to me or I most likely have ADHD and love creating dozens of new threads at a time, work on whatever calls me and whatever doesn’t “I’ll get to it later.”

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Maybe because I want this space to feel to feel intimate. And I think the only way to get intimate is to share myself with no filter.

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Most likely it’s because I like it raw.

Because raw is real. And I have a hunger for what’s real.²And I suspect you do too

I’m allergic to things that seem scripted and fits into a mold.³Yes I’m an Aquarian.

I think we’ve had enough of censoring and filtering ourselves on all the other platforms out there. I want to create a space where I can truly be me and give it to you straight.

On every other website out there, you’re probably going to get something clean and polished, to the point where it doesn’t feel alive. It just feels formulaic and commercialized.

And here I want you to feel like there’s someone right behind this screen who is pouring their soul onto these words so that it can land not in your head, but in your heart.

I think that’s what I’m doing when I share with you my work in progress.

everything is mostly stream of consciousness

I want to give you what I know in the most real way.

And what’s really happening

Is that we are all works in progress.

I want you to know that nothing I say is set in stone.

It’s permeable and subject to change.

Because I’m permeable and subject to change.

And I hope that you are too.

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So the caveat is this:

Please don’t judge

Everything here is a work in progress

Just stay open,

And maybe stay curious enough to come back

And follow me down these rabbitholes

becuase if you do

you’ll see how I make changes

grow this heart space

and

evolve..